Vincristine,Doxyrubicin,Cyclophosimide,Mesna... is not real kind to our Lilly! This cycle we learn that Atavan can be both friend and foe.. it makes Lilly both really funny or really sad..but it does great working on Lillys nausea.My sister MaryAnn and my friend Theresa came to visit and they helped Lilly work on a graduation party music list.They also showed her all these funny You-tube videos which made her laugh.. later after another too strong dose of Atavan Lilly began questioning me about liking and kissing boys!!! She secretly told me who she liked(like I didn't know already!LOL)We sat in her hospital bed arm in arm while she layed her little head on my shoulder. Precious are these moments of a mother with a sick child.There are things that happen when your child is ill in a hospital that would never happen without that sickness.It's almost like a little gift from GOD that you are doing the right thing when your child looks at you with a big bald head and loving eyes and tell you that they love you and thank you for taking care of me.
They so much want to get better not only for themselves but for you. Sick kids are very smart .They almost can read minds and they tell it like it is.My daughter has become the most honest,obnoxious,funny ,thoughtful,unselfish child right before my eyes. She has courage beyond belief and she is the greatest kid on earth..
